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Thin Line by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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Thin Line

i have all these questions in my head that i want to put to bed but i cant tell your truth from your lies every word i speak the one i try to think just add more fuel to the fire i want to douse the flame so we can begin again but it breaks my heart to even try to smile this pain will go away hopefully someday we will see each other through our own eyes but until we can see im gonna try to be me without this broken hearted diguise i just want you to believe that its not a lovesick disease i really want you by my side i hope youll agree to stay with me and be forever by my side

My own Design by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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My own Design

although all is said and done i thought that you would be the only one who could make me cry and make me laugh who would live my life and forget the past and if i could show you what you mean to me i would spend so doing for eternity i have done some right but mostly wrong and have drove you insane into thinking im gone i have never been able to live emotionally and i thought for now you would let me be but i see as we grow all things must change i just dont know why they wont change my way but to show my heart i would have to show you myself to live in the dark i chose my own hell i live with my decisions day after day

Click by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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Click

To live within the light is to accept the darkness to feel the fate and accept your truth to understand the meaning but forget the dream to live without regret but to die with shame forgetting who you where and realizing who you are to think metaphorically but keep everything literally to fall into grace or take it all away to believe in everything while believing in nothing at all to remembering what you know but losing who you love to think to yourself while others think for you to making the right decisions that seem to always be wrong to waking up another day or to hear that last song

'I am me' by Emotional-Suicide, literature

'Struggle' by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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'Struggle'

I struggle on my own from a day to day basis not knowing how to deal with this broke status not feeling that life has given all it can sitting on the corner just jigglin a can that has one piece of change that could never change this life all the messed up situations all the bullshit and stryfe all the damn things that bring me down keep me begging that make me drown in this sea of poverty i dont see why i just cant bend the truth i just cant end it learn not to deal with it just not struggle with it go with how i feel with it kick to the corner and just not live with it

'Fallen Again' by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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'Fallen Again'

Catch me as i drift into a sea of sanity thought process of nothing unfortunately..... wish i could be left alone to fall into my faith and forget the times you took me away to that place where the scars i still bare my thoughts have changed and its not you i seek its the pain i see what i need to set me free what i feel that takes control what i know that ends it all i have once grown up and now am a man but a child ill be with the back of your hand

'Friend Afar' by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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'Friend Afar'

I know i always feel that my friends are far away there just sitting right here each and every day i feel we don't connect anymore there always with someone else i'm tired of feeling like i should be all by myself i listen to the laughter and the secrets kept from me i feel the anger growing with the pain inside of me time to keep it all bottled to let it break down someday i deal with this same feeling each and everyday i should just let it die and keep to myself look them all in the eye tell them to go to hell live how i'm supposed to live not tied down anything Break these chains that hold me and let my spirit

'Thoughtless' by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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'Thoughtless'

As I lay dying Do I feel sorry for myself Looking in a mirror To see what is left I think to myself All about the past How you lied and deceived me With my heart still in your grasp You leave without saying goodbye Not knowing how much I care Me standing where we first me With a blank stare Not understanding why it hurts Or why I even care Thinking of you all day and night Has brought me to realize That empty space in my heart Your face is still there

'Tear' by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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'Tear'

Why you always Tell me Things I’m doing wrong And never tell me What I do right Constantly putting Me down Trying to start a fight I wish you Would just step Into the light To see that its You and never been me Messing up And tearing me to my knees Ripping me down Screaming responsibility I don’t know What I see in you I guess I never will Cause in the still frame Of my mind I have already Taken the pills

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Thin Line by Emotional-Suicide, literature

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The first time I died by silent-tearz, literature

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The first time I died

It was a friday night, and I was sitting all by myself The lack of love and affection had me feeling depressed I held the black in my mouth ready to smoke away my problems Then laughed at my stupidity, yeah like lung cancer will solve'em "Cchh" I looked to my right to see what had just sparked Then a woman with a lighter emerges from the dark She lights my black, then tells me "you shouldn't be sittin here alone Do you mind if I join you then maybe you can tell me what's wrong" I smiled, replied,"yeah, sure, I can use the company" But my stomach was tellin me that this situation was a little funny I disregarded it as I looked into h

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'Faulty' by Emotional-Suicide, literature

'Faulty'

About Emotional-Suicide

Dec 30
United States
Deviant for 20 years
He / Him

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Current Residence: Birmingham alabama
Favourite genre of music: Everything except country types
Favourite photographer: None
Favourite style of art: tattooing
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch
Shell of choice: hmmm....the ninja turtles i guess....well leonardo...yay!...
Wallpaper of choice: Wicked Jester
Skin of choice: my own...jeez...why would i want to wear somebody elses skin
Favourite cartoon character: Brandon Heat (Beyond the Grave), Alucard from hellsing..
Personal Quote: I have lived today...So i could die tomorrow..... As i die today....It will end your sorrow

Favourite Visual Artist

My Brother

Favourite Movies

Movies in General. But mainly Tim Burton

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Music, not sure if i have a fav anymore

Favourite Writers

None

Favourite Games

Halo, what else is there

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

i dont trade my tools...thats mean...i mean how would you feel if ur tools traded you

Other Interests

playing with fire, music, movies, and writing

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Dec 16, 2010

deliquent Deception

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Many things have not change but rather remain the same, no house, i have two cars now..but one is still a piece of crap, write a little here and there, but yet unfinished... working on myself, and the way i feel, think, and look..........im tired of being that nice guy who finishes last and never gets an oppurtunity......instead im gonna change the way i look, and become the asshole i know i am and take whats mine, and send the others to hell......its time for me to be me and not just some other damn fool, who thinks it will work out in the end..

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Aug 4, 2009

Bewildered

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This is the Update of the century or so i think....lol i think im gonna have some new material to put up not to sure...been working a lot havent been able to do much.....whom here wants me to add new things....come on you know you do...meh...doesnt matter...

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Jan 9, 2009

The Art of 24

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im back once again a year older but none the wiser. new job, got the car fixed, getting bills taken care of, it about a year should be able to get my  own house. had fun this passed year well for the most part. there has been good and bad things.... friend moved away, tried absinthe, finally was able to drink with my brother hes 21 now btw.... working on writing new stuff...possible lyrics to  start a band with a friend....anyway to make things okay... not sure what else to say.... things are going okay....still think about a lot of stuff.....hoping to start my own business one day.....but til then... have fun, hope ya had a good year

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Jul 4, 2007

thanks for the watch..

ur welcome, love your work, deathnote tis one of my fav animes.....

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FlameReaper

Feb 20, 2007

i would have posted this in a comment reply but as i said would happen the deviation was removed.

1. I do not find offense in the image and I can show no offense in you stealing the work as you have stated, it's not yours and youve said that. So there is no offense in any way shape or form.

2. If by "one of those people" you mean people who have pride for a community they feel themselves a part of enough to try and uphold its rules and regulations. then yes i would be one of those people.

3. I have pleanty better to do. Like you my gallery is full of work that I have spent time creating.

4. This is in no way an attempt to "mess with people" your submiting the art for whatever reason is breaking rules that have been put in place by the site. For that reason it was reported. I find no pleasure in searching random people to "mess with" as you so eloquently put it.

sorry i was half asleep when i probably sent you that message, its been awhile so i dont quite remember the picture, but if im correct and its the pictures i am thinking of, i had only put them up for a little while so someone could save them and do a commision for me and thats the only way they would have done it, they had refused to give me the email address or anything so that i could send it to them.

sorry for the confusion hope we can be friends...

FlameReaper

hey. well thats understandable. but please in the future use sites like imageshack, photobucket, yousendit ect for temporary file hosting.

bu hey. no hard feelings, its good to deal with people on violations that dont get abusive and threaten me so its actually been a rather pleasent experience.